Hanging up my superwoman cape...at least for today


"I can't do it.

I can't keep everyone happy.

I am stuck in the middle and I don't like it.

I feel like I'm walking on eggshells.

I feel so much tension when the kids are all here.... trying to make sure they aren't doing things that annoy Greg...trying to explain to them why he is/does things the way he is/does.

It is wearing me out. I wanna cry all the time right now. It could be hormones, too.

I'm tired of his being incapacitated.

I'm tired of being selfless.

I wanna be selfish for a little while.

I want everyone to not get on each other's nerves, I want it to all be perfect.

Why is that too much to ask?"

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Cathy said…
I don't have any suggestions for you, but I'll say a prayer for you. I know God can help.
June 22, 2011 at 2:45 PM
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