I Just Keep Getting Better With Age
I have this fear of getting old. It's a rational fear. I don't want to be alone. I don't want to be forgotten. I don't want to be old-looking. ok, that last one was my vanity talking. They say, "with age, comes wisdom". Not so in my case. For me..."with age, comes vanity." I was not an attractive youth. I was ok...but not the pretty one. The best friend I had in high school was prettier. She got all the guys, I got the left overs. The best friend I had in college was prettier. She got all the guys, I got to be their friends. I think that's part of the reason I got married when I did. He thought I was good enough to marry. But looking back...I don't know that he ever really told me I was pretty. But as I've aged...I've gotten better. You know...kinda like Sean Connery, or Tom Selleck. They both look WAY hotter now than they did 20-30 years ago. (of course they started out looking good, but they got even better.) I've gotten better ...